090111-You kill my heart again

This song I dedicated to my friend who being dumped by her girlfriend..*so pity,thank God he didn't do something stupid.

Clenching My Fists Tight

I told you to go, go away

I replied back to you that I didn't like you

Because I thought I wasn't going to see you again

I wanted to embrace you with my two arms

But I couldn't do that

Because I thought I was going to cry first

We can live apart, there is a farewell for us

Only fake laugh coming out

I will send you away so hurry up, go and be happy

Clenching my fists tight, I started to cry

We can't meet again, now we really can't meet

I bit my lips at these cold icy words

I don't want to look back, I don't want to ever look back

I tell myself over and over again

But I can't do that

After that the dreams of me finding you repeats

Just looking at your back, you don't smile back looking at me

I happily greet you even though there is no response from you

So that I won't end up regretting after I wake up from this dream

It isn't easy to fill up a blank space

The memories just shine a light to where you are

Words that I don't even mean, I send them to you

Clenching my fists tight, good luck to you

I didn't know it was this hard walking back home

My heart is too stuffed up

I need to live better, I need to fight this off

No matter how much I tell myself

It is so hard because thought of you roam in my mind 

Even though I tell myself that I will forget a girl like you

Even though I tell myself that I will never look at a girl like you

But again I can't forget you

We loved each other, we really loved each other

Why are we breaking like this...( let's don't breaking up)

Telling me that you couldn't live without me

Telling me that you were going to die without me

You who used to say such thing, where did you go

Where did you go...

P/S : Credit to my favorite kpop band, BEAST for singing this song that in a coincidental has the same story like what my friend being through lately.

*Gosh, I will kill that girl who so stupid for dumping my friend like that. After she clean up all my friend's money, she go away just like a wind.>.<